So Close

So close, I feel nothing

– the texture magnitizes all feelings with no reaction

So close, I see nothing

– only abstract and blurry images of hope and anxiety wrapped in a gift box

So close, I have nothing

– only the will to strive for abundant wealth of knowledge… flesh above the meat… ten times better than mula yet not a single way to attain

So close I know nothing

– no formal education can compete with the wisdom of life I carry

– no degree yet I have a badge of honor- respect- common sense to not follow the book

What book?

– this-that and the other

Rules to follow that are yet to be broken

– flip it and remix it

So close I feel everything

So close I see it all

So close I have it all

So close… I’m aware