As ashes blow

As the debris scatter

As the misty air implodes

As the clouds manifest into one- dark in the consumption of its own misery

As every particle, every speck, all entirety of life

Every air

All oxygen that’s sucks the life from the origins of my lungs, my brain, my heart… my blood

Guts magnetized by the sword protruding into me

Unhinged in its twisted glory and defeat

This euphoric sense of wandering bliss

Stars splatter all over me to quench my thirst of life

Baptized in faith of everlasting immortality

– dipped unto resurrection

Such hallucinations drown out any sense of reality