As ashes blow
As the debris scatter
As the misty air implodes
As the clouds manifest into one- dark in the consumption of its own misery
As every particle, every speck, all entirety of life
Every air
All oxygen that’s sucks the life from the origins of my lungs, my brain, my heart… my blood
Guts magnetized by the sword protruding into me
Unhinged in its twisted glory and defeat
This euphoric sense of wandering bliss
Stars splatter all over me to quench my thirst of life
Baptized in faith of everlasting immortality
– dipped unto resurrection
Such hallucinations drown out any sense of reality