Impatience

I want it now

I want it yesterday

I want it in my bones

In my heart and soul, because this mind can’t take such anticipation anymore

These knees of mine can’t take the strains from the constant exhaustion from walking back and forth like some maniac feening for that drug- no will to fight the urge from the high,

Give me more,

Give it to me now

I crave it as if the air will suck out all oxygen from these two lungs as I suffocate from raw impatience and addictions to my own torment

No patience is in existence with such anxious thoughts… I can’t sleep

I’m afraid

Afraid that if I can attain that one thing that I crave for…

i’ll lose it tomorrow

Why tomorrow?