Vex

What are feelings really?

Here I am wanting to shut such an aspect of myself… an aspect of humankind

– like fish flowing to the brain with a rush to the blood

Blurring in the ecstacy towards a state of shock, excitement, and sorrow

Happy

Gloomy

… and moody

Just drowning more and more into the existence of nowhere and nothingness

A state of pride and confidence

A confusing mix of emotions tossing back and forth from hell and heaven– a sense of contentment and frustration

Like rain, sun, and wind transpiring all at once… united cohesively into one element

Such a sight for no eyes to bare

The heat from the sun burns black, evaporating into bleakness

The bitterness in my gut burns better than a firestorm, no heat could compare

The anger… the torture that burns into unhealing scars… scars me

On and on

No sense of direction

What’s the point of having feelings?

What purpose does it serve?