Happy Delusions

Door opens

Door shuts

Drop them keys

Drop that coat

Shoes get loose

Water gets hot

Bubbles start foaming

Now, it’s time to loosen up

To free the mind into intoxicating isolation

To be immersed and esape in a book full of fantasies

The loner from within you thrives in pure elation… so joyful

As if the moon was waiting for the sun to set

Or gold waiting to bust up out from the ground like bullets… fast and impactful

Or fog… so blurry… mysterious and haunting

This drug-like feeling: to escape the mind from reality

– the same old- same old

The daily routines that grow more and more stale… it turns green, just about to expire

Some things are just meant to conclude, rotting into its rightful place

You numb out all of your thoughts,

Diving into your happy delusions

Because at this point…

That’s all you have at this moment

At this time

In your life

Happy thoughts

Happy delusions

Blissful memories

Wondering what could’ve been,

And not what could be

Is it too late?