– it crawls out of me about to discharge lava
Like lava…so deadly, it dies away all of my self-esteem, self-worth, and power
I’m blinded by darkness – the red, not seeing the light from within
Too focused on my worrying about the water, blue skies, night shades, but not my heat, my spunk and my power
I worry about the impossible, and not the possibility
It’s a sting that burns the core of my heart… already barely there…
Not knowing where this pain came from
Such a confusing state of mind…
How did I get here?
What can’t I see in myself…
That I see in others?