– it crawls out of me about to discharge lava

Like lava…so deadly, it dies away all of my self-esteem, self-worth, and power

I’m blinded by darkness – the red, not seeing the light from within

Too focused on my worrying about the water, blue skies, night shades, but not my heat, my spunk and my power

I worry about the impossible, and not the possibility

It’s a sting that burns the core of my heart… already barely there…

Not knowing where this pain came from

Such a confusing state of mind…

How did I get here?

What can’t I see in myself…

That I see in others?